What's going on in your life?

kidZim · Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 9:40 pm Post subject:

Crab fishing?

king carl the 2000th · Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 11:50 pm Post subject:

HellHeart · Posted: Fri Jul 30, 2010 11:09 am Post subject:

Lastnight i spended the night with two ladies in my bed.
okee enuff said

kidZim · Posted: Fri Jul 30, 2010 11:05 pm Post subject:

You're fucking retarded.

FLCL · "i'm the gayest one here" Joined: 07 Jan 2005 Posts: 6883

Oil pipeline shit.

ChufaX2 · Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 1:35 pm Post subject:

Ok so I don't really know how to explain this, but recently i've been feeling like I don't understand life anymore. For the past week or so, every day i've woke up feeling sick and horrible things keep playing on my mind, I keep feeling like life is pointless, because it's all going to end one day anyway, I feel like there's no point making an effort. It's a very bleak perspective but I can't help thinking about it.

The strange thing is that this doesn't happen as much in the night/when i'm tired. It's just from when I wake up throughout the day until about 10pm, then I feel fine suddenly. Talking on msn and facebook and stuff helps too, I guess it's a distraction.

Or maybe I just crave friendship and socialisation. I get a dreaded feeling whenever I think about being alone, I feel like I constantly need to be talking to someone or at least reading someone's posts on facebook.

Has anyone had any similar experiences? Is this depression? :/
I'm kinda scared.

Sanke · Joined: 07 Oct 2009 Posts: 2943

Stop being a weak pussy. Be grateful you're here for the ride. Kill yourself if that's too hard to except.

Slim · Carl touches this <3 Carl Joined: 11 Apr 2004 Posts: 2957

Pete, Dan really suffers from that sometimes. I think it can verge on the side of depression. Depression is an illness though, very debilitating, like having a black cloud sitting all around your life. You can find no joy in anything, even things that you would "normally" find enjoyable and even SHOULD find enjoyable. You can't remember the last time you felt positive. You wouldn't want to see anyone.

Anyway, Dan gets exactly what you describe, but usually when he's suffering from insomnia and often ends with panic attacks. He hasn't had it for awhile, but it's horrid when it happens. I guess life is very difficult to understand and get your head around. I don't think you ever can understand it. You just live, day to day, doing what you do and that IS life.

Try getting to bed earlier. I always notice on FB that you're up very late! You need sleep to recharge your brain. I realise that night time is when you feel best, but night time sleep is so important. Try not to focus on what life is about and if you do find yourself thinking about that then try and think about (and even write down) all the positive things in life that make you happy.

I guess you're right in a way; life can seem pointless. You're born, you go to school, you slog in a job, you die. But it's what you do with it that counts and that makes it exciting. As Talk Talk once sang, life's what you make it.

In other news, I am now Mrs Carl Johnson. Got married yesterday. Forum marriage, yaaay...

ChufaX2 · Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 9:12 pm Post subject:

Thankyou so much, that was a real help. In a way it's good to know that i'm not alone, not that I wish any bad feelings upon your (now Wink

) husband.
Sorry to put a downer on your wedding day. >.<

But yeah, i'm really glad you both found each other and that you both made it work so well. A child and now a marriage, very successful indeed. Smile

I wish the best of luck to both of you! Congratulations. Smile

ChufaX2 · Posted: Sat Jul 31, 2010 9:18 pm Post subject:

I mean I do think about the things which make me happy, mainly seeing friends and keeping sociable. It sounds really stupid but it's things like getting the bus on my own and waiting on my own for them, that put me off, because of that dread feeling I get when alone. I guess i'm just lucky I have my iPod to partially occupy me haha.

LostSoul 301281 · Posted: Mon Aug 02, 2010 8:54 pm Post subject:

I some times get this way.
It mostly happens when I think about work.
I feel like, what's the point?
I get up, go to work, slog it out for 8 hours, then come home and eat, watch TV/DVDs, play video games, go to bed and start the cycle all over the next day until it's the weekend.
It all seems pointless, like all I'm doing is drifting or something.
Not sure what the hell keeps me going or pulls me through it.
I've got good friends and I surround myself with things to keep me entertained when I'm by myself.
It's not like my life is really shit either.
I guess I'm "waiting" for something good to actually happen, like winning the lottery or getting a job I actually enjoy.

MrJ2k · Posted: Tue Aug 03, 2010 12:21 am Post subject:

My life sucks too but I dont care enough to be depressed about it.
I know what I'm waiting for, but stuff never turns out like you planned, or hoped.

Anyway congrats on getting wed you guys.
Speeeechh......

HellHeart · Posted: Tue Aug 03, 2010 10:02 am Post subject:

want a cure for depression,just fuck alot, making love heals.
i am depressed for 9 years now, and that just cures for me,as an artist i make enough money,so i dont care about that shit.
i did not lied about having sex with 2 girls,2 goths girls actually, one sucked me dry,it was sweet.
i made pictures to show my friends what i have done, but youre all backstabbers ,not all of you ,but i dont know who to trust,so i dont share it with you fellas.
Chuf,put your energy into something constructive and creative that might work against a depression aswell.
if that doesnt work ,then meds come handy,im always stoned thanks to my medication,chemical happy,yes its sad but i dont give a fuck

Slim · Carl touches this <3 Carl Joined: 11 Apr 2004 Posts: 2957

Baby McStompy · Posted: Tue Aug 03, 2010 10:37 pm Post subject:

It happens sometimes Pete. I get horribly depressed alot, I'll just stay in bed and think constantly about life, death, what it all means. Basically I get real emo. I get to the point that I have bad panic attacks, and I get really dizzy and restless, like I have to get up and keep moving because if i just sit there I feel like I'm going to die. I hate feeling that way, but it just happens, I can't control it. If I talk to someone it usually helps a bit, but if I can't talk to someone I get to the point where I just sort of snap and cry... And believe it or not that helps so much. I bottle up just about everything that bothers me and it sort of all just goes away when I'm bawling like a baby. I'm not too manly to admit that sometimes a good cry helps. It's been said by alot of people that your bad feeling just leave through your tears. I know that doesn't sound realistic but in a way it does. But before you get to that point, definitely talk to friends, watch your favorite movie, or listen to good music. If none of that's available, just let it out.